Hurt

I wish I could write down
All the words I want to say to you.
I long to get it all out on paper.
I wish I could tell you how
Angry I am, and how disappointed
I feel that you turned out
To be like everyone else.
I wish you could feel the pain
You have caused, and see the
Hearts that you have broken.
I want you to hear the screaming
In my head when I think of you;
And I want you to see the tears
That you have caused to fall.
But most of all, I want you to see
How I have to go on pretending
That I don't care; that you didn't hurt me
And that we're just the same
As we've always been.