Never Recover

It's been three months,
I should have moved on with my life.
But I can't forget, I don't want to.
I can still feel the way
You held me in your arms,
Desiring me for the first time.
Your eyes shining from the smile
Spreading from your lips.
You whispered in my ear,
Words I had been longing to hear
Since the first day I met you,
And my heart jumped ten feet.
When you leaned in, I thought
I would die from happiness.
Your lips left a lasting impression.
And I'm afraid I'll never recover
From everything you're putting me through.

When I say I love you.

When I say I love you,
I want you to know
That I mean it with every
Single fiber of my being.
I know your secrets,
I know your deepest regrets.
I know your insecurities;
All the things that make you upset.
You've hurt me before,
And I'm sure you'll do it again.
And even with this knowledge
Even though you haunt my memories,
You're the first thing
on my mind, and the only
Person I ever want to dream about
When I fall asleep.
You're still the most attractive,
The most perfect man alive.
When I say I love you
I want you to know
That I love you unconditionally,
And I know I always will.

I Feel Bad for You

I feel bad for you.
Every second since you met,
She has loved you with
Every fiber of her being.
And everything she did,
She did in pursuit of you.

 You were the most amazing person. 

In her mind, you did no wrong. 

If she could have anyone 

She would have always chosen you.

But every second you ignored her

She was torn apart. 

And all those broken pieces have fallen, 

waiting for you to pick them up. 

And since you chose someone else,

Someday those pieces will be fixed

By someone who knows she's amazing.

Someone who will love her for everything she is. 

By someone who knows they have the whole world right in front of them.