Words I Can't Say

I can't do this anymore

If you're not honest with me.

I love you.
I hate you. I don't need you.
Please don't leave me.
Just go away! Leave me alone.
You're my only friend.
I'll be completely fine without you.
I'll cry if you go.
I'll never cry, because I'm not hurt.
Please, never leave!
Whatever. Goodbye.

I don't know how you expect me to say

All the things in my mind.

All the things that I've never told anyone

Starting with I love you.